Tuesday, December 11, 2007

the american foods that I miss

- see's candies
-in-n-out
-chipotle
-taco bell
-carls jr.
- lee's sandwich
-pho
- sour gummy worms
- sour patch kids
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Sunday, December 9, 2007

my goals

yeah i know its a bit early for new year resolutions but here it comes

1) the number one thing everyone puts on their list. ( its also mine now) _TO lOSE WEIGHT- i am seriously concerned of my health and appearance now. I gained about 4 kilograms from nov 22-til now. it is not normal to gain one kilogram a day ( one kilo = around 2 pounds)plus i have been unconsciously binging on food.ever since i stop dancing i have been gaining weight. I like to blame the fact i cannot perform at the big christmas dance competition and have been somewhat depressed at the though and have been unconsciously eating to make up for it. In the begining it was because I was in Okinawa and had the idea this is my only chance to be in Okinawa. So I ate every possible Okinawa food and dessert of course and more. Note it was a 5 day trip but I gained 2 kilograms during the five days. Thats like 4 pounds in 5 days. I have been trying to lose it by eating healthier and cuting back on sweets. It helped a bit but then it when I crave for desserts really bad I treat myself to one and end up eating two ice cream bars in one sitting.

so I am going to start saving all the money I use on my binging madness and save it for fashion. I am going to try to get a job and use that money to save it for classes at the fashion school and also to pursue fashion/art related stuff. I have been watching a lot of project runway episodes,going to the fashion school twice to see runway shows, hanging around with people interested in fashion,drawing more tooo. I find that with extra time I have been trying to use the time to pursue something I brushed under the rug a long time ago and repeatedly told myself it was an impossible dream. This may be something good for me since I am attacking my dream ( the whole thing... studying abroad in japan and fashion) This may be a bad thing to my parents since It means me wanting to go to fashion school after I graduate. I am going to try to save as much money as I can to find a way to get into fashion school.

2) save money for fashion
3) dance - something else I love but also repeatedly told myself I cannot possibly get into a dance team or even dance. I finally got a chance to be in a team and now I can somewhat dance. YAY

4) improve my japanese to the point I can master the interview for fashion school
5) try to make something with the sewing machine
6) finish knitting my scarf